Monday, September 19, 2011

Sabbath-Keeping

“So God blessed the seventh day and hollowed it, because on it God rested from all the work God had done in creation.”  Genesis 2:3
“Observe the sabbath day and keep it holy.”  Deuteronomy 5:12
“Be still and know that I am God!” Psalm 46:10 
These Scripture passages are some of the most recognized passages about sabbath-keeping.  The word sabbath comes from the Greek word meaning “to rest”.  When we rest we cease work or movement in order to regain our strength.  The word keeping refers to “the action of owning, maintaining, or protecting something”.  Thus sabbath-keeping is protecting time to cease work and regain ones strength.
I often pray the following, “God grant me the grace of a strong soul.”  A strong soul comes from God.  It comes from being who God has created us to be-our authentic selves.  It does take “work” to peel back the layers that are hiding the truth of our soul.  These layers come from living in a world of sin, pride, self-indulgence, fear, loneliness, pain, suffering, and so much more.  Yet, each time we peel back one of these layers more of our authentic self is visible to the world.  We become stronger each time we peel back one of the layers that is hiding the light of God in our soul.  
One of the most important ways to “work” at peeling back these layers is to “Be still and know that I am God!” (Psalm 46: 10).  When we are resting in God’s presence we become aware of the Holy that is at the core of who we are.  Sabbath-keeping is about taking time to rest, become aware, and rejoice in the fact that we are created in God’s image thus God lives within each of us.  When we are resting in God’s presence we put aside our fears, worries, loneliness, suffering and whatever else keeps us from experiencing God’s amazing unconditional love.  In sabbath we can let this healing love wash over us and infuse every cell of our body.
Sabbath-keeping can take many forms.  For some true resting from the wold might be a run or hike in the woods, a moment of peace and quiet in a busy day, scripture reading, a silent retreat, or daily meditation.  In our busy world sabbath-keeping is what ever helps you take time to stop, rest, and experience God’s healing love that strengthens you soul.

Sunday, September 11, 2011

9/11: A Watershed Moment

As I sit listening to the names of those who died at Ground Zero 10 years ago I think about each family who still grieves their loss.  The reading of names emphasizes the enormity as well as the individuality of what occurred that day.  Ten years later I ponder two different yet connected thoughts that bubbled up from the memories of 9/11.
9/11 was a watershed moment in our nation.  According to the dictionary on my computer a watershed moment is “an event or period marking a turning point in a course of action or state of affairs”.  During and after a watershed moment we must choose how to move forward.  Reflecting on the events of 9/11 Sojourners magazine says this about our the choices that were made, “There were two paths forward from the ashes a rubble of 9/11: One path led to war, torture, and fear, but another path -- led by people of faith across our land -- was marked by soul searching, genuine mourning for the lost, and standing up for peace-building and caring for our neighbors.”  While we cannot change the choices that were made we can transform those choices going forward.  We can pray and work for shalom-peace and wholeness among and within nations, states, churches,communities, families, and individuals.  Each of us needs to discern for themselves what peace-building looks like in their own lives.  
As we reflect on 9/11 a watershed moment we all share we also reflect on watershed moments or events in our own lives.  What are those watershed moments?  How might they intersect with 9/11?  How will you choose to move forward in a new or different way?
Remember God loves you and in within you during all your watershed moments and events!

Wednesday, August 31, 2011

Prayer: Benefiting God's Kingdom


Why is that I always think of my prayer requests of as a “laundry list” of my wants?  It seems that these requests are more about me than they are about God.  They seem to be about what I think is best for the situation.  For me there is a similar feeling when I pray for others.  It often becomes a “laundry list” of what I want for those I am praying for.  It just does not seem very genuine because it does not take into account the relational aspect of God nor does it take into account God’s will.  I am not saying that praying for ourselves and others is in anyway bad.  In fact I think it is an essential aspect of prayer.
Recently, I attended a worship service at Presbyterian Church of the Way in Shoreview, MN.  The focus of the worship service was the twofold.  First, the members of a recent mission trip to Ghana were sharing their stories, reflections and insights.  Second, their reflections centered around the Scripture The Armor of God (Ephesians 6:10-20).  One member of this trip was reflecting prayer in Ghana.  She said the prayers of the Ghanian people focus on how they hope their requests will better God’s Kingdom.  As I pondered this statement I realized this shift in the intent of our supplications or requests completely change the focus of prayer.  
This shift reflects the intentions rather than the content of our prayers.  The “laundry list” may still be there but we pray the “list” with a different intent.  The intent is no longer to ask for what we want or need because it will benefit us.  Rather, prayer now focuses on how our requests will effect the world and others in a positive and just way.  Our prayers for ourselves become about uncovering our authentic selves and how we will speak our truth in love.  
For me the key word in the above statement is hope.  We are not God and thus do not and cannot know what is best for the God’s Kingdom here on earth.  Our prayer requests do not dictate what will happen instead they convey what we expect or desire to occur.  Our “laundry lists” are not demands of God but rather statements of what we hope God will do to to better God’s Kingdom!

Thursday, August 25, 2011

Surrendering to God's Providence

In recent months I have been experiencing a lot of care and support.  I have also been working at caring for myself during this time of transition in my life.  When I came across the phrase “surrendering to God’s providence” I decided to ponder and explore this idea.
Both the first and last words caught my attention.  Providence is the protective care of God.  Thus, it is God who is protecting us from the sin and despair of this world.  It is God’s unconditional love that penetrates the depths of our being protecting us from all that tries to mask our authentic selves.
For me the word surrender has a slightly negative connotation.  I always think of surrendering as giving up total control.  If this were what God wanted us to do we would no longer have free will.  We would essentially be puppets controlled my God.  Thinking there must be another definition I went to my handy dictionary and found the following definition “to cease resistance to an enemy or opponent and submit to their authority”.  In this definition we are longer resisting God but rather we are submitting to God’s protective care.
It can be hard for us to surrender to God’s providence.  We tend to resist God’s love.  We tend to resist God’s nudging to take a sabbath, to get out of an unhealthy situation or relationship, to seek spiritual direction, or to experience something new.  We tend to resist God’s love, comfort, and support shown to us in a stranger or even a trusted friend.  We tend to resist God’s healing love for our soul.
It is when we are open to God’s healing, comfort, and love both in both the expected and unexpected we surrender to God’s providence!
Questions to ponder:
Why do you feel you need God’s protective care today?
What does it mean for you to surrender to God’s providence?
What changes need to happen in yourself so that you are better able to surrender to God’s providence?

Friday, August 19, 2011

Labyrinth and Prayer Walks

I have always liked taking walks outdoors by myself.  There are many times (when the weather is nice) that I find myself out walking in the woods or by a stream.  There is something calming about walking alone in nature.  When I was a child I was prone to walking off by myself in the woods of my grandparent’s property.  I had a favorite path with a stone staircase, I had a favorite tree I like to climb, and I loved to go out into the field and sit by myself with my thoughts.  Looking back I am sure this is how I “recharged my battery”.  I would even go so far as to say these walks were a form of prayer.
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When I was in seminary I had a prayer ritual.  Every Saturday morning I would walk a set route in the neighborhood around the seminary and talk out loud to God.  I am sure there were people in the neighborhood who thought I was crazy but I didn’t care!  I knew I needed this time away from my friends and fellow students.  My walk with the Holy One was a life giving ritual in the midst of the busyness of seminary life.  
At some point during my time at seminary I discovered the seminary’s labyrinth.  I knew nothing about labyrinths but walked it anyway and found it to be another life giving encounter with the Holy.  However, I didn’t think much of my experiences walking it after that first experience.  However, the day I discovered the labyrinth God planted a “labyrinth seed” in my soul.  In recent years I have become fascinated with labyrinths. I have started to learn more about labyrinths; the different types, their history, and different ways to use them as prayer and meditation tools.  I find I seek them out wherever I go.  I find myself relying on them as part of my prayer life.  Like my walks in nature as I child, on a labyrinth I can walk alone with God in prayer.
I pray you will find walking the labyrinth to be a life giving journey with God!

Thursday, August 18, 2011

Christian Education as Testimony


In a recent post I talked about Anna Carter Florence’s idea of “preaching as testimony.”  Recently I have been pondering the idea of Christian education as testimony.  I think this idea has some merit and could change the way we understand Christian education.  
Christian education can be understood in many different ways.  It can be understood as transmitting of knowledge, traditions, and faith from one generation to the next.  It can also be understood as nurturing the faith, growing in faith, and growing in ones relationship with God.  These are just some if the ways we can understand Christian Education.
If we understand Christian education as testimony the primary focus is God and not us.  In her book Anna states that “testimony is passionate truth-telling.”  It seems to me that this is the foundation of what Christian education should do.  Christian education should strive to tell the truth about God and humans relationship with God.  While we will never know the whole truth about God we can see glimpses of God through all of creation.  We see it through our interactions with the Holy in each other and in the world.  It is these glimpses of God’s truth that provide the foundation for Christian education.
If we now understand Christian education as “passionate truth-telling” about God does this change how we do Christian education?  Does it change how and what we teach about the Bible?  Does it change how we conduct Bible studies?  Does it change our view of teaching?  In this view does the teaching take on a different meaning than our traditional understanding?  Does this view change what we include in our Christian education ministries?
I am still pondering this idea of Christian education as “testimony”.  Still fleshing out for myself what it means and what impact it may have on the changing face of Christian education.  As you can see I have many more questions on this topic than I do answers.  Please join the conversation-share your thoughts or answer a question or two!

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

Who guards our hearts and minds?


Last night after a frustrating day I was getting ready to do my meditation/prayer time.  I have been reading through the Psalms over the past few months and was ready to delve into the next Psalm.  However, in my head I kept hearing the words of Philippians 4:4-7.  Now this verse has a special place in my heart as it was the verse “given”’ to me at my Confirmation by my Youth Pastor Anna Carter Florence.  It rang true for me then and it continues to ring true for me today.  
Usually verse 6 rings true for me and is the message I need to hear and take to heart.  This time reading aloud the verse (not from memory!) I was drawn to verse 7 “And the peace of God which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds in Jesus Christ.”  In particular I was drawn to the verb phrase will guard your hearts and minds.  My first question was what exactly are we being guarded against?  Then my next questions was what does the text mean by guarded?  I have come to realize that I am a word junky.  I love words and I love to know exactly what they mean in each particular context.  So I keep a dictionary in my meditation/prayer corner so I can look up words.
I looked up the word guard in the dictionary it means “to watch over” and the synonym is protect which means “to shield from injury.”  Many of us guard our hearts and minds out of fear.  We decide not to something because we are afraid we will fail or we will get hurt doing it.  We decide not to take a leap of faith into a new job, relationship, adventure etc. because we are afraid of the unknown.  We do not want to risk getting hurt emotionally, mentally, or physically to the point we no longer have hope.
This scripture passage says just the opposite-it is God’s peace that will guard our hearts and minds.  It is not our job to guard our hearts and minds.  Rather it is God that is doing the guarding.  God’s peace guards our hearts and minds from the deep despair and hopelessness of sin and evil.  This does not mean that we will not suffer or get hurt because sin has not been eradicated.  Rather, we are freed to live as our authentic and true selves knowing God’s peace and love has the final word over sin and despair!